Faced with What We Lack

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With the end of each year I typically find myself in a state of hopefulness for the next year. I want to make resolutions like eating healthier, exercising, and praying more. But I also find that my hopefulness comes with a lament about some lack in the past year: I failed to make healthy choices; I was over-stressed with work; I got lazy with prayer and exercise. That lament is coated with a layer of self-dislike because I allowed myself to get that way. At year’s end it’s easy to notice what we lacked due to our choices.

A lyric in Beth Nielsen Chapman’s song “How We Love” seems to describe that cusp between the old year and the new:

Faced with what we lack
Some things fall apart
But from the ashes new dreams start.

It seems like a line perfect for the Lent-to-Easter transition, yet it’s really applicable to the entire reality of the human condition. We’re always moving from old to new. Our God is a God of new beginnings and renewal. We tend to be more aware of it during those points in the year that mark transition, like New Year’s or Lent.

One way of looking at our inherent feeling of lack is what Jesus called poverty of spirit. It describes the reality that I especially recognize each new year: My lack, my emptiness can never be filled completely with resolutions and good choices; only God can fill that space and poverty of spirit gives God the space to fill us. St. Ignatius realized this when he prayed to God, “Give me only your love and your grace. That is enough for me.”

And so, we build new dreams from the ashes of lack. Yet like all things in this world, they’re temporary. We need not lament about our lack. Indeed, we can embrace poverty of spirit as a reminder that only God can fill us completely with love and grace.

About Andy Otto 53 Articles
Andy Otto credits his relationships for a strong and ever-growing faith in God. After spending nearly three years as a Jesuit, he came to a deep appreciation for the practical application of Ignatian spirituality. He currently lives with his wife in California, where he works as a high school theology teacher. He holds a master’s degree in theology and ministry from Boston College.

4 Comments on Faced with What We Lack

  1. Andy: That old saying “The Creator doesn’t create Junk”, or evil or lacking people. Even Judas was immensely loved by Jesus, As you would love your own child, even if your child turned out to murder and do mayhem in a community and society, your deep internal love would be never ending. Just think of The Creators loving Justice, and The Creators loving Mercy as it applies to all The Creators creations and Jesus’s redemption of all to bring all creation closer to The Creators being. True LOVE is never ending and always redemptive and forgiving. The Creator does not create evil or people lacking in love and all of creation is a part of the Creators being, In the Creators image and likeness the Creator creates, in love and being.

  2. When there are times I succumbed to thinking of the things that is lacking in my life I feel sad that sometimes borders to mild depression. But I always try my best not to let it sink so deep and not sleep over thinking of what I lack in my life.And I start thinking of the beautiful things I have in my life and I bounced back to life again. Keeping the faith and a grateful heart makes me more hopeful and prayerful as I know God can always fill all the lack in my life.

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