On more occasions than I care to count, people will comment to me, â€œIgnatian spirituality does not have enough to do with Jesus. All you hear about is finding God in all things.â€ While in my head I am thinking of all the things I really would like to say in response to that comment, I typically take a deep breath and ask them, â€œHave you ever gone through the Spiritual Exercises? They are all about Jesus and a relationship with him!â€
Here are the top five things the Spiritual Exercises taught me about Jesus.
- Jesus was human. This understanding deepened within me during the Second Week of the Exercises as I prayed with the nativity Scriptures,Â holding a six-month-old in my arms. It was really Mary who showed me Jesusâ€™ humanity, as a mother nurturing her infant son. Mary carried, birthed, and loved a child. I carried, birthed, and loved a child. The infant Jesus went through all the phases of growing up that my own children go through.
- Jesus discerned his Fatherâ€™s will. Praying through the Exercises helped me understand that Jesus grew in wisdom and understanding. Jesus asked his Father, â€œWhat is my next right step?â€ I, too, am called to ask God, Jesusâ€™ Father, what is my â€œnext right step?â€
- Jesus gets suffering. At times Jesusâ€™ discernment of his Fatherâ€™s will led him to some challenging situations: mockery by family and friends, unwelcome in his home town, betrayal by friends, and physical pain. Walking alongside Jesus and praying with Jesusâ€™ experiences of suffering, especially during the Third Week of the Exercises, showed me how Jesus, a human (see #1), felt pain. Jesus gets our suffering because he experienced his own share in his life.
- Jesus remained rooted in his Father. Through all of the challenging times Jesus faced, he trusted in his Father and turned to him in time of need for strength on his journey. With his Fatherâ€™s help, Jesus entered Jerusalem and faced his death. What does Jesusâ€™ dependence on his Father teach me? That when my own discernment leads me to face challenging situations, I, too, can lean on God, and God will walk with me through the journey.
- Jesus was hopeful. Jesusâ€™ hope came from his trust in God. Jesus understood that his passion was necessary for God to complete the rest of the planâ€”the Resurrection. Because Jesus was hopeful, I have a reason for hope in my own life. Because of Jesusâ€™ trust in God, I have a reason to believe that in tough times, light will eventually come.